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Og glass og skitne fiberkluter

snowflakes

Theres a castle

Up there

Somewhere

Under the full golden shine

Of the city at night

Mirroring its figure 

On the cold coal river

Its that sound

Of different shaped shoes

Some old, some new

Clicking into the vast space

And everyone has a tug in their hearts

We all have a story

But nobody tells me theirs

So I don't tell mine

I wanted to visit the forest 

With the heated green leaves

And fussy moths like snowflakes 

under warm evening lamps

dripping with light

But the thought of unknown black

In a city filled with tune and sound

Held me back

And as the strangers pass

I am the warmed one

Lighted and dripping

Like a teapot

I pour down and down

Inside myself

And the people they walk and chat

They hum and laugh and hug

And they are lovely with eachother 

And it hurts

When you don't

And your lovelies

Are not around that streetcorner

anymore

Or up on that castle

Or swimming in the river

And in golden light on frozen nights

You have to search

New eyes

And hopefully

One or two smiles

And yourself

Be an evening lamp light

Wanting snowflakes 

To fall on your crown

☆ kløvd oppstykket menneske ☆

I blendende lys med skarpe kanter

og glødende alger i alle farger

kuttes mønstre og mennesker opp

I en natt som mørkeblå gardiner

ser jeg hullene i himmelhvelvingen

sløret som dekker øyne og øre

og vakumet som river oss vekk

Hvor jeg ellers hadde glødet

størkner og sørger døde stjerner

og mitt hode er kløvd på midten

Et oppstykket, oppkuttet menneske 

blant andre som ikke vet å være hele

Uten deg er bare halve meg

og halve meg kan knapt leve

Jeg har reist fra min ene, 

Han er mitt hjem, mitt liv, mitt hjerte

mummified life

As i stand in disguise

My mummified life

Of whats real and me 

and whats not

The screaming of seagulls 

The footsteps of all those

Seen yet unseen

Life feels surreal

I am cold yet warm

Full yet hungry

But when i see those houses

Digged into the earth like that

With their colored wooden plates

And embroidered glass portals

Of balconies and a million colors

I feel a home 

Starting to rise in me

With silky flowers and the crown of trees

How strange

This new world will be

We heard the boats, the boats, the boats

And i hear the planes, the planes, the planes

And i will not hide from them

Not this life

◇☆at home in a starcluster☆◇

How beautiful it is

To have teardrops on my skin

And movement in my soul

From that human

Which i love so much

On a random speck of dust

in a starcluster somewhere

at some time

To kiss salty eyelashes 

And soft cheeks

And to care and love

With careful hands

and to reach for fingers

soft and silky as petals

To feel so much in me

the silent havens and waters of humanity

along with sundust, fireworks and tragedy

On a rock forgotten in vast space

I find peace and earth and tranquility

From being moved by what moves

hearts out here in the galaxy

To feel skin kiss skin

And lips hug lips

And to be of shimmer and sparks and life

And to have beside me

A miracle of the universe 

And unexplainable 

creation of coincidence 

To have beside me 

always and forever

My home

new world

I see

In front of me

Mountains 

Laced white hilltops

And forest embroidery

of forbidden

forgotten houses

And lives 

Buired in petals

Pollen, pillows and leaves

Forgotten forever

By anyone but 

the enriched trees

In front of me 

I see

A new horizon

Bluely hypnotizing

Reaching 

to the cut offs

Of the earth

Coloured young and free

Listen to the laughing 

of the black elder trees

I am thrown out 

The glass splints

Where the baby bird cracked 

its neck

And i held it 

in my small hands

As salt hugged its head

Cold and red

I am thrown out

Of a beige painted nest

Stripped and strapped

Of anything said

Or lived and lead

Ever

But before my eyes 

I see 

A new gleam

Forgiving stream

And with eyelashes of stars

And fingers dancing free

I am brought 

To a world 

of shimmer and scales

Blue and soft embrace 

I have been sitting in trees

Carressing corn, wild raspberries

And flowers in fields

Yet never dipped my body in silver mist

Under blank mirroring doors

A world unknown to me

How beautiful

Salty and glasslike

Revolution can be

☆sugar meets blood☆

With your stainless black

Marble eyes

Of kitchen sinks

And counters

You are the innkeeper

Of all things new

Of all new waves

Pulled up an down 

the drain

And today arrived

The millionth letter

Of words glaced down

With jams and fillers and vanilla cream

Coated to mud

Sugar meets blood

No one will ever know

The filters are too strong

Holes in sinks appear brown

And rusty and worn down

You can not fit any part

Of your heart

Down there

With the nailclips 

And strands of hair

So nothing 

Nothing 

Will ever pass through

Tied forever

To the bottomless loop