forests of lamplight

I am wrapped

Clothed in a shine

Held by a song

That travels through

The marrow of my bone

As stars drip their smile

Waterfalls of light 

Down my roof at night

And the specks of wonder 

Get clogged in leaves and moss

And all creatures and tiny ones

living in the gutter

And what a beauty

There is in all of that life 

Just because it lives

And existes and thrives

Patricles, sound, colour and light

And that there could ever be anything ever

Named humans, grapes, cakes and clouds

Jellifishes, lillies and cherry pie

And i'd like to shower in that glowing pulsating fascination of life

To keep my hope high

And my feet a little over ground

And I want to hymn to that song

The homely pulse of my core

The gratitude of all

To look up into forests of lamplight

And as candles flicker in the sky

To remember

One day

They'll blow out

my body in the moon

But glaced under warps and wraps

Blank papers and cardbord layers

My childhood remains

And a body about to rust

Is left to yearn and lust

my knuckles and limbs to dust

And the glowing moon is the final form

Round and never to be seen at dawn

And i need to push push push

To not fly to the sky

Wheigh my feet to the ground

And walk around still

And live

Try to live

With a little bit

Of sun in my eye

Yet i am happy

To hear the drizzling of fountains

Dripping from lunar skies

Har jeg pakket?

Har jeg pakket enda?

Ja jeg har pakket

Pakket hjertet mitt inn i sagflis

Og glass og skitne fiberkluter

snowflakes

Theres a castle

Up there

Somewhere

Under the full golden shine

Of the city at night

Mirroring its figure 

On the cold coal river

Its that sound

Of different shaped shoes

Some old, some new

Clicking into the vast space

And everyone has a tug in their hearts

We all have a story

But nobody tells me theirs

So I don't tell mine

I wanted to visit the forest 

With the heated green leaves

And fussy moths like snowflakes 

under warm evening lamps

dripping with light

But the thought of unknown black

In a city filled with tune and sound

Held me back

And as the strangers pass

I am the warmed one

Lighted and dripping

Like a teapot

I pour down and down

Inside myself

And the people they walk and chat

They hum and laugh and hug

And they are lovely with eachother 

And it hurts

When you don't

And your lovelies

Are not around that streetcorner

anymore

Or up on that castle

Or swimming in the river

And in golden light on frozen nights

You have to search

New eyes

And hopefully

One or two smiles

And yourself

Be an evening lamp light

Wanting snowflakes 

To fall on your crown

☆ kløvd oppstykket menneske ☆

I blendende lys med skarpe kanter

og glødende alger i alle farger

kuttes mønstre og mennesker opp

I en natt som mørkeblå gardiner

ser jeg hullene i himmelhvelvingen

sløret som dekker øyne og øre

og vakumet som river oss vekk

Hvor jeg ellers hadde glødet

størkner og sørger døde stjerner

og mitt hode er kløvd på midten

Et oppstykket, oppkuttet menneske 

blant andre som ikke vet å være hele

Uten deg er bare halve meg

og halve meg kan knapt leve

Jeg har reist fra min ene, 

Han er mitt hjem, mitt liv, mitt hjerte