persevre it in my heart ☆

I know now

How I cling

Bite every tooth (my teeth)

Wholeheartedly into the moment

(But also) Into the people

Surronding it

I never meant to do so

I only felt an immense sensation of light, 

warmth from all around

and did so in trying to perserve it

But I have started to learn to let go

To let all things feel and float

A small happy (lightfilled) glimpse

Can be enough

And now 

Amongst gaps of light over the snow

Glittering in white grass

"Or the frozen branches in headlights"

I can see it and feel it and i can breathe it

And perserve it in my heart

Memories pickled in cotton laced jars

I do not need anyone else to see

the beauty i see, to know the truth in my arteries

The root of my heart

That this is what we lost with the suitcase and the train to the city