the loneliness of this little body ☆

In this little body of mine

I carry a heart too big and heavy

I think through 

All these years

These mountains of dispear

Feeling a loneliness so immense

And enormeous

Its going to shred my being

My flesh 

my soul

Into thin soluable fiber

Tiny fragments 

Until i am desintigrated

Atoms and quarks 

I will cease to exist

Because nobody truly

Knew that i did

In all of the fullness

And colours

Carving my soul/in my soul