☆ i want to be meat ☆

i wanna chug down

bottles of glass now

taste of tears 

in my mouth

i wanna swallow 

the set 

of kitchen knives 

i think they'll do good 

inside my hives

now

now

please

need some company

need some release

burning in my throath

to ease

to please

something, something

to cut the feeling

of the world

rotting

kill me

kill me, please

to cut the feeling

all feeling

to cut me

are you okay?

are you okay?

yeah i'm full 

of adrenaline

i'm ecstatic 

i see a pretty vase, 

flowered cup

i want 

to ruin it

throw it down a cliff

watch its beauty shift

like i'll do to

my body

too many things 

have been done to me

i want to be meat

forget my frame

my shell

my soul

let my skin boil