☆ the universe experiencing itself ☆

complex celestial beings

highly intelligent species

capable of miracles like 

science

philosophy 

advanced technology

but we can never understand 

anything really

about the world

or how we feel

i'm playing a guessing game

russian roulette

with chemical signals

in my brain

my neurotransmitters

driving me insane

analyzing abstract sensations

through a sense system

that is flawed

distorted

formed 

by unreliable lenses 

called eyes

and the multicolored visions

they create for me

are judged and perceived

through my personal experience 

of reality

shaped by ideas and beliefs

formed by 

the field 

where i sprung up 

the dirt 

where i first

fixed my roots 

i grow

i rot

i bloom

our only expression

way to convey

miracles of the universe 

the absurdity we observe

is using our bodies as instruments

to play out thoughts and feelings

to use as much of our hands

brains

tongues

eyes

to show all we can

and can't see

let someone know how we 

hurt and heal

 

how doomed and blessed

we are to feel

cycles and patterns

never ending wheel

through our veins

runs something so surreal

☆ my friend ☆

blank numbness

lures me inn

mindless indifference

kisses my chin

the silver surface

says its time

strokes my hand 

murmurs goodnight 

i sink into

mirrors of blue

as the earth fades into

shadows

silhouettes

of my unconscious

my mind laced

with fog

my heart draped 

with smoke

nothingness swallows me

as i drown in a sea

of glistening mercury

waves of apathy

my essence

my soul

was once a breathing 

pulsating bird

of eccentric beauty 

burning with passion

glowing with curiosity

my soul was once

a phoenix of light

but the thunder storm

stole its sizzling wings

all fire was blown out

where there once was life

there once was serenity

i feel a churning black hole

with nails and rocks and needles

where my hands cannot reach

where my brain cannot grasp

i need to feel 

i need to fill

i'm trying to drown the void

the room which once held my soul

pour water where fire once roamed

numbed by the cold

cover burn marks with more smoke

soon i'll sink

in the silver on my hands

begging for the river to save me

remind me i am whole

i want water in my lungs

water fills

water hugs

water does what water can

as a friend

a source of life

the orgin of existence

on this entropic planet

we say we love 

but dont take care of

if i melt into the nature

become one with the ocean

i will be in the hands of mother earth

though i never feel enough

she'll make me all filled up

*** potensiale - the french soldier

You have seen him

The french soldier

Drowning in waves

Of soft grass

Wine drips form his lips?

looking out the window

i remember the french soldier

seeing the silver clouds

gives me the same feeling

as looking at the aquirium

in the biology room

its this kind of feeling

that i always keep ignoring

the ovbious beauty in front of me

the beauty behind the ordinary

☆ soft ☆

your mouth is incredibly soft

the silkiest of waterfalls

when you kiss me

the stream makes me dizzy

you’re syrupy sweet

i'm covered in honey

if you could only see

the colors flourishing inside me

whenever you laugh or talk

or look at me

you make me shine

bright and blinding like

shooting stars in my mind

the sparks in your eyes

reflecting the midnight sky 

when i close my eyes

i drown in a velvety sea

kaleidoscopes

of just me and you

you and me

lets paint the world

the color of our dreams

blending into the music

dreamy beats on repeat

 

religion

once in a while

i let the earth mezmerize me

i get sucked in by the complexity

the ultraviolet kiss of the sun

the luminecent creatures of the sea

i feel the etheral capture me

everything feels captivating and unique

my curiosity like the depth of 

the deep sea

i let my skin and bones drag against the beach

by waves of mysteries

i feel a sort of bloossomlike amazement

when i tap into all the absurdity

the beauty behind the unpredictable 

the fine details of the universe

the big scheme of this masterpeice 

the veins and structure on the leaves 

their function and seasonal change into orange from green

the cordination of the birds as they float in the summer breeze

the acceleration of your skateboardwheels

how i can perceive you as cool from such an activity

how pop-culture, personality and tounge twisters came to be

every complex process inside the human body

from the neurotransmittets making me feel

to the bacteria-eating blood cells protecting me

to the way our eyes perceive color in different degrees

the pigment of flowers and fruits in the gardens i see

the fact that i can see

and listen

and feel

when i think about it

the fact that i exist is actually 

fucking crazy

it makes me want to dance wildly

amplify the positive energy

pulstating through me

☆ my river ☆

you are my river

where i go to find peace

follow the slow pace of the streams

a buzzing sort of harmony 

as i lay my hair locks

in the silkiest of dreams

feel you caress my cheecks

and cover every peice of me

its suprisingly euphoric

physchadelic

let me melt into you

drown in the palette of your eyes

we'll let everything be good

for a little while

☆ infinite ☆

they say you are lucky

if an artist loves you

because they will create

beauty that trancends time

you will live forever 

in sculptures of their life

i dont think any of us will

be eternal like stars

or become immortal through our art

but i think love will last through 

and the love i have for you

will forever float among

beautiful souls

and curious minds

that see the beauty in the sky

and the pleasure in silence

i dont think that will ever leave

the crust of the earth

so in a way we are infinite

like the invisible glue

holding together the universe

me and you

as we lay on your jacket

in the wet grass

watching the stars and moon pass

what a wonderful endeavour

to be made of glass