this might sound corny, but i love living

at moments 

i feel infinite

i have the whole universe

in my eyes

incomprehensible beauty 

and brutality

too complex to fit

in my mind

i'm in a state of constant 

over-stimulation

psyched out by our world 

and its creation

i wish i could grasp it all

see the world as it truly is

i want to memorize all the details

i want to suck it all up

like a ginormous sponge

its so fucking insane that i'm alive 

i feel blessed

i feel sunkissed

grateful for this weird and confusing life

for the salty seas, galactic minds, coral reefs and sly smiles

earths silly creatures, spacetime, plants, indie rock and hammocks

brownies, pink sunsets, apple tea and cinematography

my friends and all the people i meet

what they think and how they feel

their quirks and talents 

their dreams and passions

their fears and insecurities

friends with muffins and worries

different worldviews and philosophies

i'm even greatful for the people i hate

they make me understand what i don't like about myself

and i know

really they are also just terrified

of this ruthless, unforgiving world

being alive can fucking suck

so i live for the moments when living rocks

life is truly something else

i'm just glad i get to experience it

through the people i meet and through myself