Ughh get out of my head

you're stuck in my head, like a song on repeat. 

i hear your voice every time i wake up, 

when i try to go to sleep. 

i listen unwillingly to your chords and your guitar strokes. 

you occupy my brain in the weirdest of circumstances; 

you appear abruptly, whenever i'm biking, drawing, talking. 

one second i'm whole,

the next i'm falling apart,

i need to sit the fuck down, 

and clear my thoughts.

whats the cause? 

the minor heart attacks i get from you, 

all of you, 

your perfections and flaws. 

i can feel your rhythm when i wish for silence, 

when i wish for you to leave. 

fuck.

i even listen to you in my dreams. 

i try to block you out. 

i dont want to hear to another word. 

but i cant run away from the fact, 

that you're the most beautiful song i have ever heard.